OK so today I went to Wal Mart. We needed things to make for dinner and then the basics...Milk, eggs, juice. So I got there and had everything in my cart. I had it all seperated between WIC items and regular items. (Yes, we have WIC and I am not afraid to say it because I think that white Americans need to get stuff they need just as much as mexicans)....Ok so I go to lane 5 which is a lane that you can do Wic on...I load all my stuff on the belt and tell them that the front part is WIC...Then she tries to run my card and the machine is not working...so she tells me that I am going to have to load ALL my stuff back into my cart and go tot lane 13...I am like Hell NO...But she helped me and I moved to stand in line 13....I was in lane 5 for 25 minutes...it sucked! OK so off to lane 13 and they run my card and tell me that the entire WIC system is down! What the HELL!! I just loaded all my stuff back into my cart and now I don't get it? This is stuff I need...Milk, Juice, Eggs, apples, and cheese...along with other stuff...I am pissed now...I ask them if the debit card stuff is working just so I know...they are like Oh Yes, Mame...Ok so we start scanning my stuff that is not WIC...Everything WIC had to be put back...I haev been in this like for like 15 minutes and this guy is sooooo slow at checking...There are two teens behind me with ONE item! ONE! I am cranky already...31 weeks pregnant and I had to load all my stuff back into the cart and back onto the belt...
So this little TWIT! says "MAN, this it taking so freaking long!" he is standing right next to me at the little place where you swipe your card....I turn arond and tell him. "EXCUSE ME!" I am the one paying for stuff right now. You need to back off. There is no need for you to be standing this close to me."
He says, "Well I only have one item and I am in a hurry and this is taking FOREVER!"
Very frustrated now...I turn around and look at the other lanes that are open and up at Customer Service that has no one in line. and I said. "WELL, if you have a problem with how long this is taking why the hell don't you go to one of the other lanes that are open, or the 10 items or less lane...You could also take it to Customer Service and they will be glad to help you."
He continues standing there and the girl with him says, "Well if she wasn't so fat she would have more space with you standing there." She thinks I didn't hear her. OH MAN I DID!!!
"EXCUSE ME!" I said even more pissed off now. "I am pregnant, and at least I am not buying a stupid movie that I am standing in line for 20 minutes for when there are other lanes open. I know you are not in this line to buy cigarettes, because you are not old enough." I turned around told the cashier guy that my order was on Debit and he smiled at me. Then when I was all done and ready to go the cashier tells me that he is sorry for the long wait and the inconvience. I say. "The only inconvience is that people don't have patients and manners." Then I walked out of the store...
MAN I WAS PISSED!!! I hate when idiots are in line behind you...I was in line a total of 45 minutes, and loaded the stuff into my cart and onto the belt thing twice...So I was at a limit on patients...This this dumb teenager... I am so glad I got to be the cranky pregnant girl today...It kind of made my day...Hope my blood pressure isn't too effected by this innocident.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Another Day
Well it is Monday...the beginning of April and there is a lot going on...Jaymes did not get the job he had an interview for so he is in St. George looking once again...He is even talking to a recruiter, that means there is not a lot of options around here. So I am a little stressed about money, but I am trying to stay positive and hope that people will help us out when and if they can. after the baby is born and I am cleared to work I think I will begin looking for a job...Hopefully I can find on that will work for my needs and schedule.
The next month and a half are crazy busy. This week we just had Easter, On Wedneday we will be getting pictures done for Glady and then a bit of relaxing then Long Beach for Jaymes and his Dad. On the 24th Glady is having a Lia Sophia party at my house and then the following week a baby shower for me and Evelyn. May 7th is Jaymes birthday and then the following week is a baby shower at my house for my friends here in town that can not make it to Vegas. Then finally a break...until baby comes...School is almost over for the semester and that means I need to get thigns in order for next year. I need to register, apply for loans and turn in all the things that my new school needs.
I feel like I never have time for me...but I will find time somewhere. I will be losing weight after baby too...it will be fun and nice to finally get this weight off.
I am still feeling stressed but things will get better...At least that is what I keep telling myself...Stay Positive!
The next month and a half are crazy busy. This week we just had Easter, On Wedneday we will be getting pictures done for Glady and then a bit of relaxing then Long Beach for Jaymes and his Dad. On the 24th Glady is having a Lia Sophia party at my house and then the following week a baby shower for me and Evelyn. May 7th is Jaymes birthday and then the following week is a baby shower at my house for my friends here in town that can not make it to Vegas. Then finally a break...until baby comes...School is almost over for the semester and that means I need to get thigns in order for next year. I need to register, apply for loans and turn in all the things that my new school needs.
I feel like I never have time for me...but I will find time somewhere. I will be losing weight after baby too...it will be fun and nice to finally get this weight off.
I am still feeling stressed but things will get better...At least that is what I keep telling myself...Stay Positive!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Funny Story
Alright...so we go for drives almost every night to help the kids relax for bed and to have a little quality family time together in the car...well we were leaving the house last night for our drive and the garage door would not close...It got alomst all the way down and then would go right back up...Well Jaymes was upset and tried to fix it...I think he was trying to get it down for 20 minutes or so...He finally got it down but it will not go up now...it was misaligned but he fixed that. now the tention spring is not tight enough to pull the door up. So we have to call the Landlord to have someone come and fix the spring...No big deal.
While Jaymes was trying to get the door down, Adam, Kyle and I were sitting in the car. Adam decided he needed to call the garage door people and so he pretended to be talking on the phone to the people that could fix it. He asked them if they could come and fix the door and if they were coming from St. George or Vegas. It was so cute... He told me that they were coming on Monday from St. George with a new door to fix this one with...
It was very cute and I am amazed at how much he knows. He knows that we have to call someone to come and fix it because it is something that Jaymes cannot fix himself...funny little story for an upsetting moment.
While Jaymes was trying to get the door down, Adam, Kyle and I were sitting in the car. Adam decided he needed to call the garage door people and so he pretended to be talking on the phone to the people that could fix it. He asked them if they could come and fix the door and if they were coming from St. George or Vegas. It was so cute... He told me that they were coming on Monday from St. George with a new door to fix this one with...
It was very cute and I am amazed at how much he knows. He knows that we have to call someone to come and fix it because it is something that Jaymes cannot fix himself...funny little story for an upsetting moment.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Stressed
OK...yesterday my hubby had a job interview...they said tehy would either call him for the background check and drug test or send him a letter stating that he did not get the job...Well I am freaking out...they did not call today...maybe they will on Monday they did say within the next couple of days....but I am stressed about money...we only have a limited about in our bank account and bills are going to be due soon! SHIT!!! there is also our son's birthday, gas in the cars, diapers, and otehr non food items that we will need...I am just freaking out..I know I should wait until Monday but shit we are in trouble...I can't get a job and all we can do is wait to see if he got this one...from the sounds of what the people said and how the interview went he should get the job...but then there is that chance that he will not...and I don't know what we will do if that happens...
The new baby is coming soon and I am afraid that we will be broke completely when she gets here...that is not good...I will be able to get a job 6 weeks after she is born and that will will but if my hubby doesn't have one before then I don't knwo what will happen...We will be screwed...
I have been feeling this a lot lately but I have been holding it in..now the money supply is very low and will not get us through the month...what the hell are we going to do?
I can't do anything about it...since no one will hire a girl that is 30 weeks pregnant...I should have gotten a job awhile ago but I thought that Jaymes would be able to get one a lot sooner than now...AHHHHHHHHHH
I guess I feel a little better but I am still freaking out...We NEED an income coming in..I hope Jaymes gets tha job he had the interview for yesterday..if not I think I might pop from stress...I need to relax but it is very hard to do..
once again...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The new baby is coming soon and I am afraid that we will be broke completely when she gets here...that is not good...I will be able to get a job 6 weeks after she is born and that will will but if my hubby doesn't have one before then I don't knwo what will happen...We will be screwed...
I have been feeling this a lot lately but I have been holding it in..now the money supply is very low and will not get us through the month...what the hell are we going to do?
I can't do anything about it...since no one will hire a girl that is 30 weeks pregnant...I should have gotten a job awhile ago but I thought that Jaymes would be able to get one a lot sooner than now...AHHHHHHHHHH
I guess I feel a little better but I am still freaking out...We NEED an income coming in..I hope Jaymes gets tha job he had the interview for yesterday..if not I think I might pop from stress...I need to relax but it is very hard to do..
once again...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Monday, March 29, 2010
BLAH
for the past few days I have felt like crap...my head feels like it is in a vice grip and everytime I move it just gets worse..I know it is a sinius infection because it is very normal for me to get during pregnancy...on top of feeling yucky because I am stuffy and everything I am very stressed and overwhelmed. There are so many thing that I want to do and other people want me to do that I just can't do them all.
I want to make cookies of Easter to give to everyone because I love baking and decorating cookies. I also want to get my scrapbooking up to date...I am very behind...I try to have a page for every holiday each year and each fun event that happens but I am behind and have not even done Christmas 2009 yet.
Schoolwork has my life...between my 10 assignments due each week I have to read a chapter for each class everyweek and sometimes two chapters for a class in one week...I also want to spend time with the family and get help my husband get a job. There are just so many hours in the day. I am 29 weeks pregnant and feeling the stress of the pregnancy...I sometimes wish it was over and baby Lydia was here...but then I think that I will be just as stressed and overwhelmed then as I am now. School will be over before she gets here which will help out alot. then I can maybe get others things done...A lot of scrapbooking will happen after school is done...
I guess I have just been feeling useless around here...I know I do the house work and keep the kids and everything happy and also keep everything running smoothly even though money is tight..I just feel like I amnot helping because I am bringing in no money...I hate it...and there are jobs that I can do but no one will hire me because I will jsut be gone in a few weeks anyway...I guess I just need to think positively but it is hard to do when everything is coming up and the money suply is short.
We will need to pay the bills the next few month and also then baby is coming in June and we will have to buy diapers for her...Hopefully I get enought diapers at my baby showers to keep us a float until other things come along...
Now that my feelings are out and not bottled up inside I can get to work on some of this darn school work...I will be very happy when this semester is over and I can move to bigger and better things...
I want to make cookies of Easter to give to everyone because I love baking and decorating cookies. I also want to get my scrapbooking up to date...I am very behind...I try to have a page for every holiday each year and each fun event that happens but I am behind and have not even done Christmas 2009 yet.
Schoolwork has my life...between my 10 assignments due each week I have to read a chapter for each class everyweek and sometimes two chapters for a class in one week...I also want to spend time with the family and get help my husband get a job. There are just so many hours in the day. I am 29 weeks pregnant and feeling the stress of the pregnancy...I sometimes wish it was over and baby Lydia was here...but then I think that I will be just as stressed and overwhelmed then as I am now. School will be over before she gets here which will help out alot. then I can maybe get others things done...A lot of scrapbooking will happen after school is done...
I guess I have just been feeling useless around here...I know I do the house work and keep the kids and everything happy and also keep everything running smoothly even though money is tight..I just feel like I amnot helping because I am bringing in no money...I hate it...and there are jobs that I can do but no one will hire me because I will jsut be gone in a few weeks anyway...I guess I just need to think positively but it is hard to do when everything is coming up and the money suply is short.
We will need to pay the bills the next few month and also then baby is coming in June and we will have to buy diapers for her...Hopefully I get enought diapers at my baby showers to keep us a float until other things come along...
Now that my feelings are out and not bottled up inside I can get to work on some of this darn school work...I will be very happy when this semester is over and I can move to bigger and better things...
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Life...
Ok so this page was totally for Twilight news and sharing my love of Twilight with people...I think I will continue that but also add my life stuff along with it...I need some where I can write what I feel and express myself without causing a mess in the porcess. Have a place to let it all out will benefit me and my family. This will be like my stress reliever...
So today is March 27th...and my ex-step dad has been here since Monday...It is very frustrating that he is here...it just makes my life harder...He doesn't help and just sits there when the kids are doing something they are not supposed to be doing....He complains about how much pain he is in because of his operation that happened over 2 years ago and I am just plain sick of him...He has not helped me in anyway except for waking the kids up super early! and eating my food and drinking my soda...there is other stuff to drink...also he just leaves and thinks we will and should be home when he gets here...Excuse me this is my house! not yours...I am so sick of him and will be very happy tomorrow when he leaves to go back to his Mommie's house...He thought that he was going to come here to Mesquite and get a job in a week...well that didn't happen...and I knew it wouldn't...My hubby has been looking for a job for over 6 months...Where does he think he woudl live anyway? my house? HELL NO!!! no no no FUCK NO!!! he would not help and he would just take up space that I need for our new little one...I am pregnant and due in June...we have a three bedroom...and need the room for the baby...So he needs to leave...a visit is different but he thought I would invite him to stay...he is not family anymore and I don't have to be nice...I am a nice person but I still don't have to let him live here...I wish my mom lived closer but not him...My mom can come here and stay until she gets a place if that is her choice...because she is my MOM...and I know she will help me and Jaymes with bills and the family....But Jim needs to find himself a different place and needs to realize that we all don't care for him all that much...
OK that is so much better...I have that off my chest and can continue with my day...Schoolwork calls...
So today is March 27th...and my ex-step dad has been here since Monday...It is very frustrating that he is here...it just makes my life harder...He doesn't help and just sits there when the kids are doing something they are not supposed to be doing....He complains about how much pain he is in because of his operation that happened over 2 years ago and I am just plain sick of him...He has not helped me in anyway except for waking the kids up super early! and eating my food and drinking my soda...there is other stuff to drink...also he just leaves and thinks we will and should be home when he gets here...Excuse me this is my house! not yours...I am so sick of him and will be very happy tomorrow when he leaves to go back to his Mommie's house...He thought that he was going to come here to Mesquite and get a job in a week...well that didn't happen...and I knew it wouldn't...My hubby has been looking for a job for over 6 months...Where does he think he woudl live anyway? my house? HELL NO!!! no no no FUCK NO!!! he would not help and he would just take up space that I need for our new little one...I am pregnant and due in June...we have a three bedroom...and need the room for the baby...So he needs to leave...a visit is different but he thought I would invite him to stay...he is not family anymore and I don't have to be nice...I am a nice person but I still don't have to let him live here...I wish my mom lived closer but not him...My mom can come here and stay until she gets a place if that is her choice...because she is my MOM...and I know she will help me and Jaymes with bills and the family....But Jim needs to find himself a different place and needs to realize that we all don't care for him all that much...
OK that is so much better...I have that off my chest and can continue with my day...Schoolwork calls...
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Update
Ok...WOW...I have not updated in so long...so much has been going on...With School and everything in my life I got all sucked up in life and didn't post...I am going to make it my resolution to post at least once a week.
Ok so New Moon came out and IT WAS AWESOME!!! I have seen it twice and plan to go tomorrow with my Best Friend Lola...I am not dissappointed with the movie at all...Edward looks amazing and Jacob is wonderful...Taylor does a great job with is character and Kristen is absolutely amazing..She really got into the depressed Bella...Ok so there has been lost of stuff about Twilight out there...Idk if Breaking Dawn will be made but It better...I have heard that they have the contracts for one but not the other...but who knows until the officially announce it...Eclipse is upon us and I am guessing it will be Fabulous...Well that is about it for updating...I will alos be adding my personal things on this page so it will be about me and Twilight...Well Twilight is a part of my life...so I hope you all enjoy the day ahead and ckeck back for more posts...I will post things about Eclipse as I find them out...Good Night All!
Ok so New Moon came out and IT WAS AWESOME!!! I have seen it twice and plan to go tomorrow with my Best Friend Lola...I am not dissappointed with the movie at all...Edward looks amazing and Jacob is wonderful...Taylor does a great job with is character and Kristen is absolutely amazing..She really got into the depressed Bella...Ok so there has been lost of stuff about Twilight out there...Idk if Breaking Dawn will be made but It better...I have heard that they have the contracts for one but not the other...but who knows until the officially announce it...Eclipse is upon us and I am guessing it will be Fabulous...Well that is about it for updating...I will alos be adding my personal things on this page so it will be about me and Twilight...Well Twilight is a part of my life...so I hope you all enjoy the day ahead and ckeck back for more posts...I will post things about Eclipse as I find them out...Good Night All!
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